I remember when I was practicing judo, especially during a competition, all was about deciding who I was despite my emotions.
Maybe you know that too.
You know that all happens there. You feel weak, you feel that’s impossible, but you know you can decide otherwise. And in the end that’s what you decide to believe in that’s going to make the difference, to determine the result.
And the more you practice, the more you know how it happens. The better you get at managing this situation. You know what? You end up loving this situation! Because that’s now that you’re going to be able to demonstrate who you are, and to experience all its savor!
The more you understand that all happens there, the better you are. Because you stop trying to solve this discomfort. You stop trying to feel better. You just impose your decision to be excellent!
And that’s where you get the best results! Where you reach your highest experience of yourself. That’s why you can spend so much time and energy to get ready for the next competition, because you litterally become someone so much bigger at this moment…
You become the complete master of yourself!
That’s now a long time that I have decided that if I could do that in a sport competition, I can also do that in my entire life.
And I think that’s the only real challenge there is. Get back in control of ourself. Everything is so great at this moment. You don’t depend on what’s happening around you, YOU ARE what’s happening ; )
That’s where I’ve been focusing on the last months. But more specifically on getting over emotions of lack of love, of feeling abandonned… that seem to be controlling my life deep down inside me.
