Ups and downs, sometimes your feel great and others you doubt. That’s just normal!
As I experience a larger reality I also discover more aspects of my life. Some things are not necessarily as I hoped, but I can also find out other things I didn’t expect, or I hadn’t thought of.
Relationships are much more complex than we usually imagine. I think it’s not even worth trying to understand what’s happening really. In reality I think what’s most useful is to realize we clearly don’t know what’s happening as we have only our own vision of the story. And this story is only valid for us, never for the person in front of us who has his/her own story.
So what seems of importance now for me is to deepen my vision of what I want. Go into more details, more variety, more possibilities as I discover them. And the clearer I am, the more likely I am to reach this reality.
What you focus on develops… and for that it is important, not only not to stay stuck on old and out of date patterns and stories, but also to know precisely what you want!