I am completely bored of a lot of things in my life:
- my lack of love
- the lack of really important things and real values in my life
- the lack of real friends that I love and can count on
- the fear of being totally myself
And there is a common point at all that: my stories!
Love? Every human being is extremely sensitive and reactive to love. Just smile to anyone you meet, not only will that produce a kind reaction in this person, but most of the time they will smile to you in return.
Values and important things? When do we live with the highest intensity? When we are fully implied in what we’re doing. No matter what it is, if we have no reason that stops us to invest us totally in the moment, we feel an extraordinary intensity.
Real friends? Can you take just a little moment each time to fully listen to the persons around you? Without looking for a solution or an answer, or even confronting your ideas. And just be kind and warm to them. I think that’s something I have to learn to do, because the people I enjoy most are those kind of people. And I love that!
Being totally oneself? If you are totally fine with you, and you have nothing to prove to anyone, are you still concerned with your faults? Are you still concerned with what others are going to think of yourself? Of your image?
So let’s face it, if I can’t live a life as simply as that it’s only for one reason: the narrative I have about everything! The story I tell myself about how things are and must be, why it’s working or not, who I am an who I am not, what I can or not, what I must do or not, and the list goes on, again and again…
So today I reaffirm more than ever that my only concern is to be:
- warm with everyone
- proud of myself
My story about me? I’m a guy whose main concern is to live fully. And I’ve understood that if something has a real value it’s for two kind of reasons:
- I’m expressing myself fully in it
- I’m sharing some love with it
